It’s a turning pt…
This moment … this hr..this day…
It’s a winding turn I realize…. U look back, u see nothing
U look ahead…nothing..
U just gotta keep runnin… neva losin sight of the way ahead …lest some light appears….
I m at this turn… n I m so discombobulated..(lol..)
M not the same person I used to be..ppl aint wat they used to be …nothing absolutely nothing to fall back upon ….. falter once..n whooshhhhh…ure gone !
Am I really doin wat I wanna do ???
Wat do I want from life ?
Y m I running….for what… to where.. maybe I m just running away…
Wat is this feeling that haunts me day n nite … spectres that apparate from nowhr … songs that resurface time n again…..wat am I to do ???

Don’t hold back…
A life lived subdued.. Suppressed.. aint no life at all….
That fire thas inside u… the song thas bursting out… dun hold back.
Life is so so short… nd moment s truly lived r so so few…
Wen ya cum to think of it… we aint answerable to neone…
Wats right.. wats wrong .. whoeva decided tht ????
I dun wanna be an imitator.. I dun wanna follow the line ….
I dun wanna live my life by rules laid down by othas… who r they… just WHO ???
only thing that seems true to me in this crazy eva changin world is this voice inside me… it’s only wen I listen to this voice that I feel sated.. euphoric..
they say we liv to be happy.. then y shud I deny myself of this happiness… this frenzy.. this ecstacy…

my happy is so different frm ur happy… my life so different from urs.. my soul so different from urs…. Dun expect me to follow ur dictates… ur rules .. just lemme be…
if tomorrow I wanna get up n go.. walk to the end of the world… I shall do it..
I shall do evythin tht I truly wanna do… cus I m an individual..
I have the capacity to change the world…
To rewrite the wriiten… to question the obvious….
I shall not comply… noway !
The only thing tht controls me .. orients me .. is this voice
Inside … ill neva let it fade.. it’ll neva be drowned by questions accusations mockery… it’ll grow strong….
Thas my promise….

dirrrummm

God ... this is an ungodly hour...
this is the last thing i shud be doin rt now... got tonnes of syllabus to do
but yeaaahhhh...wtfff
lol
sittin here rt now..studyinnnnnnn.. it gives me a high.. yeah yeah..laugh all ya wnt
but really... this is the way to be, the time be awake, the time to be doin sumthn...
to all the ppl who r sleepin..... STOP SLEEPIN ppl...wake up
Don't ya wanna see the clock hands at this time,
Don't u wanna feel the tired exhausted frenzy in ya mind
Ppl U r missin out on the beatles, the fireflies...
ure missin out on the constellations tht light up the sky..
Ure missing out on the secret love meeting of day n night..
when one hands the baton to the otha... n goes off.. till tomorrow again
I dunno wat tomorrow shall bring.. but I know it'll surely again bring a moment like this.. exactly like this
will i be awake then ? will i be able to appreciate it ?
will i be able to recall the tunes that haunt me right now ???
I am scared of slumber, scared that it'll rob me of this feeling I feel rt now, it'll rob me of these thoughts.. ephemeral.. transient..
As i gaze outta the window.. I see a thousand lights overlooking me.. I wonda how many times it happened before ? How many times was i too asleep to see this light that shines down on me....
I dunno wat i shall be tomorrow, I m no constant..
But this moment.. it's constant.. it's a symhpony played evy night by all things that will to rise against the darkness..
it's the promise on a new day.. it's the farewell of a day gone by..
I stand here witnessing it...
and i feel utterly blessed.