Is this life or near death ? A few days back I was walkin on th road, singin this absurd song frm a hindi movie . I detest this song but I got a high jus singin it fo th sole reason tht I wudnt wanna be caught dead singin it othawise.. th only person who heard me was this rickshaw person..lol neway. So I was walkin n I pretended to be weird things n I pretended to be someplace weird . Suppose this..suppose tht?supposing is my favorite game. I pretended, I supposed nd I walked.. It felt nice .. it felt like I was alive.. it felt like life.. like living..neva realized wen I reached this road.. ring road.. duhhh (funny name).. ringaaa ringaaa?Neway, the pt is.. u aint supposed to WALK on ring road .. and u shud neva neva play supposing. This humongous bus.. stopped within inches of me. I was almost dead.. NEAR DEATH.. the weird part is :all that while .. in those few seconds .. I felt really really scared.. ryt but th thing that kept popping in ma head was this movie..life is beautiful.. th scene wid th huge cannon .. WHY ?? if ya know me even a lil .. n if uve seen th movie.. thr's really no need to explain ..Lol For some reason, I wanna be th lil kid in th movie.. wanna live in illusion.. so tht even if a truck tramples me or ppl at work try my guts ..it wud mean sumthn else.. in some otha world, it wont be so bad.. So all in all, watt I wanted to say at the beginning of this pc uv sheer shit and which I neva got around to is this ironic discovery ive made.. Life happens near death.. precisely then.. on tht thin invisible line .