everchanging

unday, March 30, 2008

today.. someone told me "u dun look like u study too much..."
yesterday.. i was called a geek...
i find it amazin that m so many ppl...
i get a kick outta makin ppl think m somethin they want me to be.... i love the look on their faces .."OH... I was so right bt her!!"
the fact is plain ... even I dunno who I am ...
the safest bet would be to call me "weird"...
wat wudja call a person who is scared shit lookin down a 5 story bldg one day.. n does 5 deadly rollacostas in 4 hrs the next day..
I have learnt one thing in life.... U can live the life u want.... startin today.. starting this moment..
U can be whoeva u want.. startin right now.. It's all in our head...
thr r places in ma head... I hav ma own parallel universe.. I find it soo cool... the best thing God gave us was our imagination...
Ppl imagine the future... I imagine the present... it goes thru some crazy filter in ma head and registers as some spark in some neuron..
If I cud collect these sparks.. I swear I cud set the world on fire...

I am so far away from home... I am on the other side of the world... but yet I am the same..
This bothers me sometimes... how can neone be so different and yet so same..???
where is this blog going ?? I was tokin bt how different I am at different times and Now suddenly i realise that I am the same always...

Maybe m jus an electron in some LARGE LARGE atom... and all this happens to me due to Heisenberg's uncertainty principle..

guess,I am like this world... seen differently thru different eyes...
One life is not enough to be all the things I wanna be... to see th places I wanna see...
U may know me ... but u may jus hav seen a season of me...
tomorrow wen u meet me .. Ill be changed..
but I promise Ill still be the same !!

of favorite flyin benches n guardian angels

Sometimes when i walk thru th university... i feel so one wid evythn...
it's so funny... this place.. at tyms i feel like an alien.. yet at other tyms i feel so at home.. at places ive neva been before...
it's jus so beautiful sometimes.. so beautiful tht it makes me wanna cry..
i wanna cry at the near perfection of it.. i wanna cry cus wen daylight comes.. it takes all tht away..
i OWN this damn place at night.. it's so mine
i once met this drunk gal at night.. she was drunk.. she had angel wings.. she was ridin a bike..
she told me ... "Hi I m yr guardian angel".. guess wat.. i believed her...i think she was th same drunk gal screamin frm a balcony at me n kinkoo th otha night.. "DYA WANNA DANCE KOREAN?? "... i hav no reason to think tht... but I jus believe it..
I'll believe the weirdest things... U come n temme .." Mouly.. tonight we r gonna fly.. u sit on ur favourite bench nd Ill sit on mine whoooooosh we'll go".. Ill believe u.. one hundred percent..
I'll go and sit on ma favorite bench nd keep waitin until it takes off... I'll look fo ya.. Id keep glancin at YR favorite bench ..
Ill be heartbroken tht u din show up... but then again m content to be th only one like me .. ILL go sit on th same bench evy damn night... until it flies..
They try and teach me stuff here... at tyms i care.. at tyms i dun give a damn...
They temme I stay in ma own world... they r fools.. i wanna laugh at em.. cus they have neva seen th world as I do... they don hav a drunk guardian angel.. they dun hav a flyin favorite bench... HA HA.. BOOO
Y cant they see in themselves wat i see in em... I see ppl in ppl.. i think mary is avant garde.. joe is a ghetto rebel.. i feel sad fo mary n joe.. they dunno wat they r
I try n explain to mary n joe.. they jus laugh ....

maybe ull laugh at this post... i dun care... i jus hope someday u see it th way I do.. :)